I'll hide my heart in dark parades

i might start this again!:)

2005-10-22T03:03:16Z

ok well so im just sitting here talking to the lovely morgan Ricci....yah im bored...and ill update later...

fell_for_you @ 2005-06-18T17:59:00

2005-06-18T21:59:39Z

hayy yah so i havent updated in like a superlong time.....but nothing special has rly happened.

School is done i "graduated" 8th grade...im so proud

sike

bye

so sad...

2005-02-14T21:29:30Z

i was just listening to matchbook romance- promise..and all i can think of is morgan.;..idk if thats good or bad bc all i can think of is how many great times we have had and i wish we cud have:(

bye

fell_for_you @ 2005-02-14T16:15:00

2005-02-14T21:19:35Z

yah so i havent updated in a long time....i dont really care ne more about much...except hockey...and idk...well 2 days agoi went to andrews game. meza wrecked sum kid..it was sick. then a kid on andrews team got messed up...then i went to his game sunday morning...it was good....andrew got flipped..idiot...yah so...idk what to talk about bc my life is so boring....

i think morgan hates me :-(...yah well its sad...but i cant say im there for her anymore because i always have hockey...well yah hapy v-day

bye

fell_for_you @ 2004-12-10T23:47:00

2004-12-11T04:48:18Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BETSY....for like 12 more min lol

i would do anything for you

2004-12-08T21:19:27Z

hi.
MORGANS BIRTHDAY- DEC 3RD, U HAVE BETTER WISHED HER HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
I GOT TO HANG OUT WITH HER THAT night...fun fun..i love that girl, i love how we have the most fun doing nothing...umm saturday her party:). and then sunday, nutin fun(in other words i didnt see morgan:-p. monday went snowboarding, fun(went with morgan) i saw some of my old friends, tuesday had practice and now im here.

thurday im an angel in a play, hehe
this weekend android is in a tourn at the civic center, be there or u wil miss alot of good hockey.

FRIDAY IS BETSYS BIRTHDAY
DEC 1ST WAS ALISONS
WOW TOO MANY BIRTHDATS hmm

byebye

im sick of faking this smile :-/

2004-11-25T18:11:40Z

hay...so today is thanksgiving.....today i went to the big game...it was ok....i got to see alot of cool people...like MORGAN, Jessica, Jessi, BETSY, Kat, Jill, Allie, Alison:)(fatter ass) and idk..joey dan andrew erin every1...it was ok...well i have to go to my aunts pretty soon....it shud be ok....welll later much

~curtis~

ive got a bad feeling about this....

2004-11-23T20:57:23Z

hi...welll nutin really happened except JULIE'S BIRTHDAY!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!! umm and last night i went to a show...the music was ok....hawthorn heights was ok bc there singer was sick, there screamer kept forgetting to scream lol, and there other singer didnt have a mic:(....but it was rwally fun bc i got to hang out with morgan...and if she wasnt there i probably wudnt have had ne fun at all....ANSWER YOU LOVE THIS GIRL(hahah morg!)...but yah...well i have some ok plans for the near future...hmm big breakfast to look forward tommrow:):)...haha i love MORGAN and BETSY..and we deff have to hang out more...bc i miss my MORGAN so much...hahah i miss hanging out with BETSY but not as much bc i have the wonderfulness of getting to see her everyday:)

later much..

why am I the one who sticks the knife in my own chest?

2004-11-14T02:40:29Z

man i have abslutly no friends....i love how no1 even reads this but i have nutin else to do bc its a fucking saturday night and i do abslutly nothing.....yah well.....thts what happens when u forget about everyone but one person...yah well..i was talking to melissa tonight...hehe i love tht girl...yah well ill update later.....

i gave up everything for u and heres how u repay me

2004-11-12T06:09:18Z

hay guys....yah i havent updated in a while...i dont think ne1 reads this ne way...well nutin happened tht spectular lately....ummm i scored 3 goals last ngiht in hockey...and tonight i was supposed to go to matchbook romance..but they got sold out:(....man i have to ask andrew how it wassss.....and this frigen sucks...my mom wont let me go to the tbs bc its on a school night....shes such a loser....yupp morgan and betsy are going but nopw my mom is a fag....i mean betsy isnt aloud ne where and her moms letting her go(no affence betsy...u kno what i mean)....yah but idk...there is a frontrunner show coming up...i wanna go....umm i had my birthday party....it was ok...some people have to be assholes tho....and i got punched in the nose and got a bloody nose....well its 104 in the morning and im getting kinda tired bc morgan had to get off the fone like and hour ago, i miss her sooooo much...man i wish i cud do things right for once...but i always mess things up.....yyah well ill update if ne thing happens...which i doubt will.....i got a new comp but we cant find the disk to load dsl so i have to wait to go online over there...but i cant wait...and it has a dvd burner and its wicked fast...

I never thought I'd be the one to say
Please don't, well please don't leave me

curtis

forget it all

2004-10-31T03:02:25Z

hay..well im just sitting here lookin at random bands and im realllly bored...so yah....well not much has happened...but last night i scored two goals in hockey...for twin city and we won...and tonight i got 1 assist....we tied 4-4 but i didnt play tht good....andrew was over this weekend...and he has a reallllllly cooooool costume....actually its mine but he wears it...its awesome....yah well i am expecting a fone call so i shall have to stop writing....mest nov 3rd cant wait!!!!

forget it all

2004-10-31T02:58:07Z

hay..well im just sitting here lookin at random bands and im realllly bored

fell_for_you @ 2004-10-26T16:44:00

2004-10-26T20:55:34Z

whoa...i havent updated in a while...well nuting really happened lately....umm a while ago i went to the front runner show!! it was wicked good and i met brian and i saw an-marie, wow i havent seen her in a while but shes rly cool, ummm i met some of andrews friends and it was rly rly fun, then umm MELLISSA'S BIRTHDAY!!! you better of wished her a happy birthday and then saturday was my birthday and it wasnt ne thing special but i did get to see the ONE person i really wanted to so really(or truely morgan:-p) it was really good and then i played to hockey games and morgan went to one then sunday i had a game and we lost but w.e and then i came home talked to morgan and liss and then we picked them up and we went to the senses fail, silverstien, name taken, and madison show....it was reallly good and i had a lot of fun and andrew i saw CRISSI!!!!!!! it was funny bc she was like CURTIS AND I WAS LIEK HAYY!!!! lol....but andrew u missed a good show and then monday....ummmoh yah i came home did 2 and a half hours of homework and then i talked to morgan and andrew ordered tickets to MEST, PUNCHLINE, BAYSIDE, and HAWTHORNE HIGHTS!!! i cant wait.....yah and now im just waiting for morgan to get home and call me to see if she is going to my game or not and yah......so im realy bored and kinda parched so im going to get a drink...and so ill try to write soon but idk....hahah look at my mood ;-P hehe i think thts kinda cool!!!

fell_for_you @ 2004-10-10T23:31:00

2004-10-11T03:33:00Z

hey guys....nutin really happened lately.......umm tonight i went to the movies with andrew my brother betsy and of course Morgan.....yah so im really bored now bc morgan just left but....

fell_for_you @ 2004-10-02T23:50:00

2004-10-03T03:54:46Z

Hey guys....i havent updated in a while....nutin to much has happened.....umm today i went to betsys and then to the mall with mi bro andrew betsy jill and of course MORGAN! and we had fun but there dumb bc....well just they kno and well we are getting pretty serious now, we talk online for like two hours a day(im watching tht right now) but yah prettttty boring and yah i have no friends except morgan and betsy but morgans leaving out school......and i wont b able to see her everyday:(:(:(:( so sad but idk what to say idk idk idk idk idk....thts the F-ups and idk about ne thing ne more

fell_for_you @ 2004-09-21T15:56:00

2004-09-21T19:57:05Z

hey guys,
Nutin really exciting happened except SKATEFEST!!!!! it was so much funnnnnn.... andrew, ur so funny to watch hahah, but ne ways me and morgan and betsy hadf so much fun...cant wait til senses fail. but we went crowd serfing, got pushed into mosh pits and we had a blastttttttttttttttttttttttttttt, we met a guy from antilove, a bunch of ppl from roses are red...well we were liek friends with one of them:):) well not rly me but if i was a girl and as hott as morgan and betsy then i wud have gotten a hug and been there friend but nope:-p ughh im going to do homework and idk

fell_for_you @ 2004-09-21T15:56:00

2004-09-21T19:57:05Z

fell_for_you @ 2004-09-16T22:59:00

2004-09-17T02:58:54Z

hay guys.....so today rly sucked.....yes ppl think i sed sumting about them and now pretty much hate me(and mi uncle rico is and IDIOT...GOD!!) but if you do read this i truely didnt say tht and i have to tt u tm.....but this week i got tix for the skatefest and i cant wait!!!!!!!(sorta) but pretty much i have no life and monday...school then nutin....tuesday school then nutin wed. school then i was riding my bike and like killed my leg when i was jumping and today school then haircut then mike came over and i brought him to practice and then i came home called morgan and tried to study with her but tht didnt work and ughhhh sumtimes ppl need to chill and get the story strait but w/e.....tommrow i have no clue all i kno is matt is coming over but i rly wanna seee morgan but idk now...

im really excited bc i am orderinng another pair of shoes and a sweatshirt and a belt buckle and new grips for my bike....dur but of course i hasve to pay for liek all of it and its like $135....ughh but idk......i hope tm brings alot better

fell_for_you @ 2004-09-13T18:58:00

2004-09-13T23:19:47Z

hay guys....sorry i havent updated in liek forever but mi comp was being wicked wicked gaynal....so yesterday i hung out with MORGAN and BETSY...the 2 best ppl in the world...omg it was so funn....we made 2 batches of brownies!!...no we arent fat they were for science but now im not doing tht....then we watched some movies..explored mi basement lol and then umm i showed morgan mi lil poster thingy...then we went for a strole in the woods and i showed her where we play paintball....

This Saturday im going to skatefest with the wonderful morgan and betsy:):)...its going to be awesome

Saturday night i had mi 1st season game for lochmonsters and we won bc of BETSY and MORGAN'S cheering for us!!!...goood job girls!!...

wow idk what else went on during all tht but school started and it sucks and idk.......

fell_for_you @ 2004-09-13T18:50:00

2004-09-13T22:54:10Z

just trying sumthing.....

fell_for_you @ 2004-08-30T10:59:00

2004-08-30T15:25:43Z

hay guys...im at andrews and then we r going to his practice and mayeb the mall he sed....sry i hacvent updated in a while...i wrote the longest journal entry the other day but then it sed ERROR and didnt save ne of it...i was so mad...but ne way warped was wicked awesome with andrew joey morgan julie and SACK then i rly didnt do much after tht...and i bet no1 even reads this except andrew bc he has no life but w/e...jay kay andrew...hahah hes reading on the couch right now with phantom laying near him and pita sleeping...oh wait pita is eating sumthing....yah well pretty much andrew matt and sack just live at mi house...we play poker and idk random crap....

yesterday started out good...i had a game and andrew and morgan came...and i scored but then they didnt count it bc the ref was in position...ugghhh IDOIT..then we dropped off morgan and i came home and matt was still at mi house and we finally got morgan her pins from andrew...then i was watching a m ovie...i forget what 1 but then morgan called me bc i was calling her buit she has no service at betsys...then we went to the movies and we saw napolian dynomite and its deff not the same w/o matt...but it was still fun...then i came home and talked to alison about some stuff and we talked for a rly long time and she is so awesome...well im going to watch the price is right bc we r losers....bye bye thanks so much alison

fell_for_you @ 2004-08-22T22:25:00

2004-08-23T02:27:14Z

ALISON is the BEST

fell_for_you @ 2004-08-22T12:37:00

2004-08-22T16:37:44Z

this is andrizzle fo rizzle up in this live jizzle. not real jiz cuz thats eww. sooo me n curt are jus limin hurrr jus chattin it up talkin bout our bitches and hoes.

ok so. thurs was warped tizzour. it was fun like whoa. i got to meet, allister, tbs, and some guy from fall out boi. mmm. i saw sum black guy drop kick this white dude in the FACE. tbs was the best band thurrr. they played good songs like awesomeness and stuff. and allister was like 2nd or 3rd depending on how rufio did so they were kinda equal and i was reallllllllllly happy cuz i got to see like my fav bands you know. im such a good person cuz i took julie jus for morgan. the ppl that went were me, andrew, SACK, julie, morgan, and !!JOEY!! it wasnt really like andrew was there cuz he was all like moshin hip hoppin punchin ppl in the face he got MESSED THE FUCK UP during another damn disapointment who might i add were a pretty good band. he got laid out. it was funny. then we wallked to micky ds and mr hildo picked us up and we were like screamin and stuff cuz we were excited like me and morgan cuz we had sex during the line for tbs autograph. it was good. like 4 or 5 times as well. fun. then morgan and julie came back to my hizzle dizzle and we limed.

friday- stick time

sat- nothing. well JESSICA came over and dropped off the silverstein and nirvana cds. i gave her some stuff from warped. jessica im reallly sorry, my deepest sympaties go out to ur shirt who got mangled of dirt by my dawg hay stack a.k.a haley.

sun- woke up played ghost recon wit andrew and we are goin to his sis's bday party and morgan might come if she gets picked up. and we are listenin to senses fail.

fell_for_you @ 2004-08-12T17:00:00

2004-08-12T21:13:24Z

hay...2 days ago we went mini golfing at kimbels...it was me andrew matt mi bro nick and his friend..it was fun we saw a girl fall on her face and we laughed it was great...then we were sitting at a table and this girls come up to matt and asks for his # for her friend and then matt looks at her and he goes WHAT!(she was ugly as all hell) then he felt bad and gave it to her...then we went to mi house then matt slept over.
in the morning he went home and i did nothing all day bc i rly wanted to do sumthing with morgan but then betsy never called her back so i went to andrews game which was fun bc matt and zack went then we went back to andrews but zack left bc he had hockey the next morning and me and andrew and matt played x-box and then we played a lil poker and had a fun time.. then me and matt slept over and in the morning andrew had drivers ed so me and matt were just kinda there lol but his stupid cat pita woke me up biting me and errr...then matt left for his golf meeting(FAG jkj matt) and then me and andrew went to tories( a resturant) for fries and then this girl was yelling at us and sayign hay sexy and where u going and andrew sed to ur house even tho we were already past it lol then i played some poker with time(andrews bro)bc i was bored cuz andrew was doing homework for DE and then mi mom picked me up and i went to hockey and then pure hockey and got new skates:) and thne to the olive garden...it was ok i didnt eat, i just took mi food home. then i got home and called morgan bc shes the best, then she went to sleep and i went and ate mi food from dinner at like 12:30 and then i watched fear factor it was well directed.
then i woke up this morning took a shower and then read mi book then i went with mi mom and dad and showed them where we biek when we go to centre pizza...wow they r so slow it was gay...and then i came home and went online and then i got food and read a lil more and only 30 pgs left YES!!!!....now im hear hoping morgan will call me but idk when shes getting back from the storeand i wanna c her either tonight or shes gonna go to mi game tm night but idk yet....wow allie told me to stop bc im making her horny...haha shes so funny and great....well im rly bored so im gonna go find sumthing to do
byebye

fun

2004-08-10T06:28:59Z

Hey. today was fun...first i talked to matt online and then i called him and joey and sum1 else i forget...oh wait it was andrew. then we went mini golfing at kimbels but joey cudnt go. it was great...haha i dropped mi frappe and got another 1...then this girls comes to matt and asked him for his # for this wicked ugly girl and he just says WHAT!!! haha and then he gave it to her...then we came back and i helped mi dad with branches again:o(...then me matt mi bro and zack played a lil poker..then zack left and me mi bro mi mom and matt played....matt and mi mom shud have been out but i gave mi mom money and matt some too and then i was being dumb and kept betting with nothing so then mi bro lost then me and mi mom and matt was all hoappy..good for him;-)
well thts it and tm i want to rly c morgan but idk yet and then matt might bring us to the movies but im getting mi hair cut...SCORE...then idk from there..
bye bye